When we first moved here
We weren’t prepared
For the way that it rains
The way the sky splits open
And just pours out water
Giant splattering drops
That sound like hail on the roof
And the lightning and thunder
That come without pause
Making you a child
Equal parts amazed and terrified
We got caught in a lightning storm
Biking to the pool
Which had just closed
Due to the weather
Other people saw what was coming
On the way home it descended all together
The soaking rain
Lightning that cracked in blinding flashes
And thunder that rolled directly behind it
Without any counting of one thousands
First we tried to out-bike it
Then we huddled under a tree in mute terror
A family kindly invited us inside
And we stood, dripping rivulets onto their floor
Apologizing while they brought us towels
The towels were fresh and white
Like from a hotel
The stairs were tiled with beautiful
Blue and white Spanish tile
We made polite conversation
Waiting for the storm to pass
But lightning kept coming in the same blinding flashes
Finally the man drove one of us
To get our car
We herded the children in
Drove them home
Dried them off
And watched the storm continue
From the silence and privacy of home
A classmate of mine was killed by lightning
A round-faced boy
With spiky hair
Ruddy cheeks and lively eyes
Who did what the teachers said
Only when it pleased him
At a summer camp in the mountains
Lightning struck a tree
Traveled along the ground
And killed him instantly
As he sat on a picnic bench
I don’t know if my fear of lightning
Is shaped by his story
Or if it’s the raw animal fear
We’re all born with
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